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Over the summer, I’m definitely going to redecorate my room. New school year, new room, fresh new start. I remember when I was in my middle school phase, my room was filled with posters of celebrities from teen magazines. Oh my god, when I look at it now, I wonder “What was I thinking?” Almost EVERY inch of my wall was covered with a poster. 

By high school or freshman year (maybe? iono) I tore down all my posters and completely rearranged my room. Now, my room is filled with random memoirs that I’ve hoarded over the years. I like keeping the little things because I don’t know, they mean a lot to me. 

This summer, I’m going to redecorate my walls. I want it keep it simple, but nice and organized. I just bought a bunch of new, mini lanterns and I’m going to hang them on my ceilings. I’ll add in some more hanging paper cranes and what not. I don’t know. I’ll do something.

New school year. New fresh start. I hope i can stick to that. :D

The other day, I went to Michael’s for the very first time. Omg, that place is like my sanctuary. As soon as I walked in, I was like, “Dear god, this place is beautiful.” I spent a little more than an hour in that store, browsing and looking at everything in there. There have so many things, it’s incredible. I looking around the entire store, even though I came just to buy some popsicle sticks for my project. 

Stopping by at the store made me realize how much I miss arts and crafts. I used to love to create, design, and draw all the time. Over the years, I’ve neglected that hobby but whenever an art-like class project comes along, I always make the best of it and put in a lot of effort to make my project the best. I miss art so much. ): Hopefully, over the summer, when there’s nothing else to do, I’ll get more and more into my hobby. :D 

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I think I need to cut my bangs because they’re getting ridiculously long, or at least, too long for me. I want to trim them but then again, everything I cut my own hair, I end up jacking them up. I’m not going to go to a salon to spend money to cut just my bangs. LOL, ashaksdhas; guess it’s time to watch some videos and trim them just a smidge. :3 

I REALLY want to go camping. I haven’t gone for a while now and I miss it. I miss building and setting up my own tent. I miss gathering around a circle, around a campfire, roasting s’mores and singing songs at night. I like walking in the woods and fishing for crayfish. 

I’m really excited because this year, my family and a bunch of relatives are planning to camp at Half Moon Bay. I don’t know, I’ve never been there before, and I’m so excited. I get to bring along both my best friend and my boyfriend along and it’s going to be so much fun. We’re going to go on night time adventures and akshdadjk I’m just really excited. :D 

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Surprise Visit :3

Tiffany and I went to California High’s Spring Dance show. And of course, we came mainly to support our friends’ dance crew, Photographic Definition. We even wrote “Photographic” and “Definition” on our stomachs LOL, I swear we’re their number one fans. I support all of them so much. :D 

Cal’s theater started opening doors at 6:30 pm, and we didn’t exactly get the best seats, but they were decent. It was a full house and they eventually ran out of seats. We sat at the very back row in the middle but it was alright. The show was actually really good! It makes me wish I could dance…but I can’t. D: I felt bad for some of the people who sat around us because we were the loudest in the entire theater. 

Tiffany and I cheered every time our friends came on. The lady next to me was quiet the entire time, LOL i felt bad for her because she had to watch her show while hearing us scream and cheer. The girls behind us who sat on the floor even moved after intermission because we were being too loud. LOL, omg but there were three guys in front of us who annoyed us so much. We cheered for our friends’s first performance and we screamed so loud. The guys in front were talking and then one guy goes, “Oh, what? Say that again, dude. My left ear is bleeding.” daaaayum, that was herrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaa rude. D:< We got pertty ticked off because I mean, I know we’re being hecka loud…but like, it’s a dance show. How are you NOT going to cheer and support your friends. You’re going to a dance show, wouldn’t you expect there to be a lot of screaming. Tiffany and I just do it ten times louder. 

So, yesterday night, we figured, “yaknow, we don’t even go to this school. No one knows us, we’re never going to see these people ever again, we’re going to scream as loud as we can. Representin’ that San Leandro ratchetness over hurrr.” So, yeah. It was so fun watching all of our friends performance. Every time Zach performed, my eyes never left him. Honestly, out of all the other dancers, I kept staring at him. He’s so beautiful when he dances. omg, I could feel myself blushing the entire time. 

His Michael Jackson performance came up and he was so cute in his costume. I was staring at him and I knew he was staring at me too. He was smiling at me on the stage and I smiled at him right back. He saw me, and he was so cute, akshdajkd eeeek fan gurl scream dude. He did this one back flip during the dance and everyone cheered so loud. Like, I get such a good feeling, like, “YAAH, daaaas right, that’s my boyfriend.” LOL, he also had to do this bollywood dance, which I know he hates but he stared at me again, the entire time. :D I could feel my cheeks burning. Tiffany and I just keep on cheering and cheering. The guys in the back were so annoyed of us. We didn’t care, honestly. Get over it, this is a dance show. okay. :3

And then Photographic Definition’s performance came on, the one that we were both looking forward too. Before they even started dancing, we were already cheered and holding up our signs so high. omg. I think we just like overdid it because the guys in front of us couldn’t take it anymore. One even looked back and was like, “OMG, can you just STOP. Shut up.” NIGGA PLEASE, -SCREAAAAAM EVEN LOUDER- We weren’t even the only ones cheering because everyone else in the audience were cheering for them too. They pretty much got the most applause, I’m not even going to lie. :D

Yeah, theirs was my favorite performance. Zach just keeps smiling at me when he’s dancing. Like, he looks at me and I feel like he’s just blocking everyone else out and just focusing on me. After that, my voice just basically died. I used and saved up all my energy to cheer for him and it was so amazing. My jaw dropped open and during their dance, everyone kept cheering them on. I heard a lot of “Zach!” and iono, it makes me feel so good to be his girlfriend. Like, he’s at a totally different level, and I’m like a step down to him. 

Once the show was over, we went to take a bunch of pictures with our signs. We were the only ones holding up signs dude. Yeah, my signs are pretty bombing, aint going to lieeee. Next time, they’re going to be even bigger and better. LOL, and yeah, we went to In’N’Out with the rest of the dancers to celebrate. Afterward, Zach took us home and he spent the night at my house. I had a REALLY good day and I enjoyed the dance show sooo much. :D 

Photographic Definition. ♥ - Your number one fan.

Surprise Visit at Cal High. :3

So, Zach had a dance show at California High on Friday and I was planning on going anyways. A week before, I found out that San Leandro High had the day off because of Furlough Friday and so I decided to surprise visit my boyfriend at school. Keeping my plan a secret for a week was so hard. I was so excited to visit him at school because I wanted to see the look on his face when he saw me at his school. It was going to be perfect. :3

So, yesterday, May 25th, I woke up at 7 am and I showered as usual. At 7:30 am, I called Zach to wake up him, which is what I do on a daily basis at that time. If I were at school, I’d be in orchestra class, Zero Period, giving him a wake-up call for school. I wanted to make it seem as if it were any normal school day or Friday. Then I called him at 8:10 am, the usual, since he talks to me for a minute or two before my first period class starts at 8:15 am. I called him, even though I was really at home, still getting ready. LOL.

So, then at 9 am, I had a Key Club board meeting at my house and that lasted for about two hours. Around 11:15 am, my best friend, Tiffany, came to my house, and we got ready for about half an hour or so, while my other Key club board members were leaving. I wanted to get to his school by lunch time so we left my house around 11:40 am, and we literally ran to the bart station. LOL. From San Leandro, we took the Bayfair bart station to Dublin, where Stoneridge was at. 

After we got to Dublin, we waited for a while to get picked up by one of Zach’s close friend, Dennis, who was also in on it. LOL, He didn’t care and he always cut class so he signed out of school for the rest of the day and picked us up during lunch time. We weren’t going to make it back to his Cal High in time for lunch so we just decided to go to Cafe Tapioca. Later, he drove us to the school and I decided that since lunch was a no go, I would surprise him during his class. He has block schedule, so after lunch, I knew that he would have Calculus until the end of school. 

The three of us, Dennis, Tiffany and I walked around school trying to find Zach’s classroom so we went in the Math section of the school building. Room 221 had a sign on the outside that said Calculus AB, so I was like, “OH maybe he’s in there!” The door had a small window and so we checked if make sure it was his room, and it was! :D I wrote a note and Tiffany and I were going to pretend that we were delivering it from the administrative office. Usually whenever anyone enters and disrupts a room, everyone looks up at the person coming in. I was expecting Zach to see both of us and think, “OMG, what are you two doing here at my school?!?” I wanted to see his reaction when I came in his classroom.

I was really nervous about going inside his class. I was scared and excited at the same time about how he would react. We both go inside and immediately, everyone looks up…except Zach. The teacher asks us politely to talk quietly since they were in the middle of taking a calculus test. I gave her the note and said, “I have a note for Zach Chen.” The entire time, I was looking directly at Zach. I wanted him to look up at me, I wanted him to see me here at his own school, in his own classroom. I even spaced out staring at him because the teacher was asking me, “What’s this?” I was like, “Huh? OH, yeah this is for Zach.” He didn’t look up, once. Zach was too busy, too concentrated on his math final, so we just both left the classroom. I was so disappointed. :c Like, my heart dropped because he didn’t once look up at me. Whenever a person comes in the room, everyone looks up, except for him… D: At least, he still got the note though.

So, it was about 2 o’clock and school wasn’t over until around 3 pm. We went walking around and just doing whatever to pass up the time. The entire time I was moping around, about how Zach didn’t even see me. Zach, later, during class texted Dennis asking, “Did you give me the note?” He knew the note was from me because he recognized my handwriting and plus, I wrote him a message with my name signed at the bottom. Zach thought that I gave the note to Dennis since the last time Dennis and I had hung out, and told him to give it to Zach that Friday.  So, he basically, still had no idea that I was at his school.

So, THEN, THEEEEN, lunch was a no-go, classroom was a fail, so THEEN, I finally decided to just surprise him after school. I knew this one wasn’t going to mess up. Dennis went to wait for his girlfriend, so Tiffany and I went back to outside of his classroom and waited until the last school bell rang. I hid behind a wall from the next classroom over to the left of his and stood there until he came out. Tiffany was going to record him coming out of the classroom and I would come out from behind him and surprise him. :D 

As soon as the bell rang, all the kids scattered out of their classroom and there was so many students. They were probably looking at Tiffany really weird since she was holding a camera in the middle of a hallway. We waited for Zach and it took him forever to come out. LOLOL, Some of Zach’s friends came and stood to watch but…he was taking forever, omg. When he did finally come out, he walked and just stopped in his place because he saw Tiffany recording him. Even from behind, I knew he was thinking, “Oh wuuuut the…” As soon as I saw him come out, I ran to him and attacked him. And I told him, “LOL, hey I didn’t have school today!” :D 

I think my surprise turned out pretty good. :D I did everything to make it seem as if it were any regular day and to make it seem believable. It was hard trying to keep this away from him but I’m glad that I came to surprise him. LOL, Tiffany too. Feels good to walk down the hallways of his school, holding hands and having people look at us, saying, “AWWWW, I see you Zach Chen.” Surprise Visit: Mission Accomplished.